I said, “If you say one more word about this I’m placing a tape X over your mouth.” It’s a horrible situation when it goes south and it ain’t that fun when it’s going well.
I think it’s important to remember this is a transition; they are either going to settle in as a couple or not but you’re in the height of all things weird right now—the movie kisses and all that junk.
I’m slipping back into my old ways; I want to get high, especially when I’ve been drinking.I’ve told her repeatedly that we have to stop, even just cut back.I moved out of the city to get away from all the bad influences.Our friendship is toxic but I’m easily depressed and so sick of being alone. They both had a very similar reaction, which is you really need to start with yourself, and neither of them thought drinking was possible for you.This is a quote from my friend : “The main thing is you need to go into a program.Whereas before I was the connection between them, they’re now closer to one another, in some ways more than they are with me, and I’m having trouble finding my place in this new dynamic. Beforehand, I made each of them pinky swear to keep me out of the loop because my brother was a serial dumper and the friend was the kind of person who NEVER LISTENED WHEN YOU TOLD HER THAT MY BROTHER WAS DEFINITELY GOING TO DUMP HER.